this is A book...

this is A book
which i dun wanna write it in a childish way!

the boss SAID
my vocabulary is too luxury and overformed.
the boss SAID
my grammer is too complicated for readers.
the boss SAID
i should try to write it in a ORAL manner!!!!!!!!

why should i simplify my chinese
for other chinese?
isn't chinese their mother tougue?

SHE SAID:
that seems you copy other's text
or u can't write it so "scholastic".

I SAID(in my head):
NONONONONONO!!
i wrote it by myself,
in so many long long nite.
i wrote it so
bcoz that's what u NTU taught us
to be complex.

the boss SAID
u have to read X's article!
she got a fluency and kindness in her soul.

i SAID
i read it but i'll never be like HER.
coz I AM WHAT I AM!
i write in my own way.
and i got some part of
sophistication in my soul.
so i'm not the child.
i can't write in a child's way.

WHY SHOULD I WRITE MY DISSERTATION IN AN ILLITERATE WAY?
WHY SHOULD I WRITE IN AN UNFIMILIAR WAY?


WHY THE BOSS ALWAYS WANNA CHANGE OTHERS?

AND

WHY I WILL ALWAYS BE CHANGABLE?

what a fuck' schoolman!!