Lost and found。

back to taiwan in the very very early morning today.
01:00 09/aug
i'm not happy and felt so bad when i arrivelled.

i lost a very important thing in the HK airport.
i even couldn't recall where i lost it.
maybe das bcoz i got too many carryons at the same time
and had to bought the "take-out" food for my bro.
and the flght changed again but didn't inform us at first.

it's cosmetics form NARS and cost me about 400 USD.
of course there's cash inside as well.
the cash is not important to me at all.
all i want is the NARS.
that's the main reason i sent to HK.
and i can't believe that i lost on the way home.
how stupid and careless i was.

i found that i lost it when the airplane just taking off.
feel soooooooooooooooooooooooo upset and sad.
so i made a phonecall back to the airport immediately.
the phone call cost me 8 USD per minute.
anyway..i bursted out tears all the way to taiwan.
the passenger besides me looked surprised(lily said)
the head of the attenders in CX helped me a lot.
she sent a aerogram from the airplane for me.
and filled a lost and found form for me.

anyway..i reported this case when i steped into taiwan.
rite away and felt so depressed.
it sould be happy to back home,but it never happened to me.

everytime i do a "double" travelling,
(went to two different countries at the same time)
things like that will happen.

still felt so upset and unhappy when i woke up.
i couldn't sleep a lot tho i was super exhausted.
i made a phonecall to the airport again.
but the assitance said she's waiting for the HK reports.
i dun think it will come back.
if someone knows the brend "Nars",she won't give it back to the desk.
it's so chic and expensive in NY.
the things inside are brand new.

anyway..my sis is still on the bed sweetly
and i can't help thinking why i was so careless.
even i'm so familiar with the travelling.

my mom told me last nite that just pretending that i just run it out
and i needed to buy more next time to HK.
or i'm not lucky enough to use it.

my father is suprised about why i'm so upset.
i am usually very clam and careful.
he told me to buy it un taiwan and
he'll pay the bill to make me happy.
(but it can't be got in TW)
or told connie to bring it for me when she comes to TW on sep.
or i can go back to HK again to buy it
and he'll still pay me the bill.

money is not the point of my sadness.
itdoesn't matter that who pay the bill.
i can pay it for sure.
of course i kno i can buy it again in HK.
(i even got a VIP card this time)
but im not free to take a vacation again at this moment.
the summer course strats tomolo and GRE starts next week
the conference will be held on late aug.
i gotta make a purposal of dissertation before skol starts.
how can i make a vacation to HK in a very short time?

i can't smile and feel not okay at all rite now
and start to plan the travelling next month.
i think the solutions will be

1.persuade my mom to go to HK with me on mid sep.
(coz she've never been there
and she definitely will need a tourguy)

2.go to HK and back to TW in a day just for buying NARS.
just on the week days.
it won't take me too long and i'll get it immeditately.
still can get back TW to attend courses and the works.

by the way,i got serious cold in the last two days in HK.
maybe i was too tired then and didn't rest enough.

gotta unpackage the luggages and tidy up my room.
gotta prepare for the japanese coourse tomolo
and make a decision about HK.

i hate going to see a dortor.god~~~~
and i want my NARS........>"<