what a endless project !?

very very very very very very exgausted and hopeless.
i've been doing the bloody PROJECT for three days
without stepped out my place
and sticked with my computer for 52 hours or more.

I even told my sis go to the japanese class for me on friday
coz i couldn't go and i had to attend the class at the same time.
she brought the homework for me and i finished it in a quick pace
then i can returned it back in the same day.
then the teacher wouldn't know that i wasn't there.

i didn't go to cram skol and skipped many courses
only to made all my time available to do this damn project.
tho i can come to cram skol tomolo or tuesday and
get those missed course back by watching video.
but i really really dun like that my OWN schedule and stuff
was messed up with this stupid project.
and the horrible Prof. as well.

our goal is 300M NTD and my part has to reach 100M-150M.
yesterday i finally finished the part of japaese books
and the price is 105M NTD.
so i was lil released from the stress.
coz then i can just focus on korean ones.
but u think it's over?

NO!
the Prof. told me that
I have to finish the part of Korean and reach another 100M TODAY!!!!!!!
the one more unbelievable request is
he asked me again to add more books to the result of japanese part.
sent me more than 300 items to add.
(why just didn't send it on the very first day i began?)
and u think it's really over?

NO!!!
damn it.
he sent me a list check by the NTU librarian
and told me to delete those items we have in NTU.
FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
then why i have to add so many books on the form?
you'll ask me to delete them anyway.

and i'm still working on the part of Korean..
how can i finish all these TODAY?
for christ sake..
those Prof. are really mean enough and unthoughtful at all.
they told you that u're great enough so they want you.

but the truth is they want to use you to work for them
and



IT'S FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!