somehow relieved...

finished the essay of nyu yesterday....
kind of feeling relieved a lil bit...

what a remarkable job and
what a amazing grace God put on me....

can't believe that i did finish it..
and yesterday my dear dear conselor promised me
that he'll fix it today and send to translation dept.

so...today i dun have to meet him and i got a lil
free time to complete CV and RC form
which is going to be signed on monday........

it's the first break of this crazy busy week
in that i met him almost everyday....

it's still on edge and all applications staff must send on monday..
bcoz i'm off to s'pore on tue and the flight is at 7am...

but i think today i'll be free to go to church and have
more time to feel what God wanna say to me...

yesterday when i was working on ny essay,safin and roddick were having
a extreme competitive match in the same moment...
tho i really really wanna watch my dear marat safin playing tennis...
i didn't!
I tried to stay in calm and write the essay asap...
only when i needed a break,i peeked the match a while....

i just kno da they have so many tiebreaks and dues...

some friend called me in the midnight and asked me if i felt upset or something...
i replied "i'm watching their match again, and i feel so prond of safin"
why?
after all he lost that match and it seems such a pity of him..
who knos whether he'll back next year or not....
he definitely won't peform well on wimbledon coz he always fall down there...
my friend said thos negtive words to me...

6:7/6:2/6:7/4:6/and 6:7
i said...
can't you tell that he's already played in such a magnifecent way?

i'd like to say..if someone watched this entire match...
u'll see how talent and hardworking is marat....

this year...he finally come back...and a lot....
it seems that he break through the ice of injury and attitude...
i saw his calmness and strategy..
i saw his unbelivible skills and determination....
i saw he keeping up and doing it soooo well...

and you'll never kno how far he'll go in US OPEN...

isn't it just the ture meaning
when you appreciate a match or a player of any sports?

then....somehow..
you'll wanna be like him....da same calm and same attitude
when there comes troubles or stress...

I always love marat and will keep loving him....

back to my real blooding busy/exhausting life i think
i'll carry on and have faith in myself for which is what God
has already done upon me!