a stupid thing a month ago..

on 2006/04/09

betty's friend said that
she bump into EDISON wid LMF
in springscream..

betty told me dis on 04/08 midnite..
dun kno the reason i did da..
tho it's expensive..
tho it cost 5500
i flew to KS next day
to catch EDSION..
i was thinkin' da..
even a "see-off" is good enough..

i spent whole day in KS airport..
and caught nobody..
one friend in KS stood me up..
so i was all along there that day..
if u've ever tried to wait someone
for so long..
u'll understand how boring it's..
tho i've been through for many times..
still feel lonely and down...

anyway,i flew back to TAIPEI
by lining up the spare tickets..
i was almost goin'to stay in KS da day
bcoz of no tickets.
god bless i was back..
didn't blame anyone including me.

it's a decision which i'm not regret for.

betty said da she couldn't believe
da i really flew there for seeing EDISON
it's not about CRAZY..
it just shows how much i love EDISON.

hmmmm..tho i felt hurt da day bocz
my friend didn't come to the airport..
i got better few days later...

keep going and looking forward.
that's the only way out.