after coming back to taiwan...

the first day(8/10)..
i slept lil
and went to the airport again
to see off my sis' friend
who is going to studying in the north cal.
(near NAPA and i told her to drink more..haha)

the second day(8/11)..
i got more sleep but still not too much
got up at 6 am and had japanese courses till 4 pm
what a suck teacher to teach us in the summer
i really dun think i'll get much about this language
it's all about the credits.that's all
i learned more from SCU and want to come back
when the dissertation's done

and again...
i drove my sis to the airport to
see off the other friends who is going to study
in the states(cal as well)

coming back at 11 pm
and went out again to meet Jun and Annie
chatted a lot about hong kong and guam
Jun said that it's so great to travel with me
and i'll be their lucky star for sure
(that's bcoz my english,hahahaha)
so she promised to travel with me next time.

kept hanging out with them till 5 am this morning
helped them doing those accessaries and created
two new styles for a special guest
it's funny to made it with silver and copper
and i learned form Annie how to cure it
more rite and beautiful

that's the feeling with ur neat friends
and u dun have to pretend anything or
hide some feelings
all u have to do is be urself
and we laughed so much that scaring the waiter in the 24hrs Cafe
the guy looked sleppy tho
it's great to meet them so soon after coming back from HK

i finally slept a lot today and get more rest
but still coughed alot and felt sleepy
(thanx to my student hurting her finger and didn't come today)

tonite went out to eat in a YUMMY japanese restaurtant
with my family and bought supplys in costco
it's weird feeling to buy things in a place which is like
a american supermarket so much when ur in TW

still need to tidy up my room more
and be ready for the GRE test in oct
try to organize everything and be agressive
sigh~
feel so lost and dun wanna follow the schedule at all

GOD~~~~i wanna rest more and enjoy my life more
i hate to take the credits in the summer
or i can stay in the states more and watch the US OPEN

last nite JUN asked me why i'm always so busy and
it seems that i got 48 hours a day.
working,tutoring,taking credits,studying,
researching,confernces,GRE,and even travelling,
also making some handmade accessaries for them.
i dun kno why actually...
so i said it again that
i'm still hesitating about the idea of
studying in the states tho everything is on progress.

does life here has to be so competitive and stressful?
or only some part of me choose to be so?
i wanna living a easy life and be cozy all the time
it's from my bottom of heart.
but it seems that u should try more hard
to be higher and on the top.

everyone is walking forward in a quick pace in this city.
does it mean losing something if i try to slow down alil?
i always wonder if i dun work hard and try hard when i'm young
will i really regret in the future?

or that's Miffy said i'm a person
who is meant to be so positive and
take so many resposibilities?

have you even wacthed the movie "Under the Tuscan Sun"?
that's the lfe i want most.
ppl should enjoy their life more
and treat thmeselves nice.
btw,i like the special section from it most
they said ppl lived in the mount.of alps
built the railway first coz
they know the train will come one day
(the trains came after 10years)
it's so beautiful to believe something so firmly....

but i still have to tide up my room first.ha
it's carzy room which is full of
books,textbooks,dissertations,luaggages,and instruments.

ciao and dun try to ask the TOFEl scores anymore.
that's it and i'm in the hell of GRE already.