pissed off..

it's reeeeeeeally quite slow
when i tried to post something
with my mac in this website...

damn........reeeally reeally pissed off this kinda things..

it's raining again and i felt alil lost and upset..
am i mad ?
i found out that i hardly focus on
the real business in these few days....
and the new semester is getting closing....

BTW..my counsoler hates me using
"getting or gotta" kinda of words..
he said that made me sound like
i'm a person without high education...

dun like to back to NTU again...
feel kinda nervours and scary...
also it's bcos the mustdo thesis left unfinished..

and...i'm still working on the sop....

sometimes i felt that it's really endless and endless...
sometimes i felt that it's easier if i just say no.....

everyone hope that i can get into NYU...
including myself....
i tried my best and eventho
i felt that i didn't try as hard as i could...

done is done..my sis said to me..

by spending waiting for any response...
i felt more and more uneasy and down........
always question myself is it right or not....

why i felt aimless so frequently ?
why i felt sad so often ?

i kno i can't depressed again..
but i couldn't help it...

anyway...there's always a new begin
when everyday starts,rite?

i deeply hope that it'll be a very very
fresh and brandnew year 2007....

GOD KNOS WAT I MEAN!